[3]...

[2] I keep going to bed no earlier than 7am. I always begin to feel tired around midnight and, just as i think this'll
be the day i fall asleep at a normal time, its 5am and im writing about it. in fact the only time i consider writing is
when its late at night and im the only one awake, it feels much more private for some reason. the obvious drawback is that
my mind is clearly not functioning to its full potential at a time like this, its a vicious cycle.
Im also a shit writer. my vocabulary is good enough i guess, i struggle with structure and with fulfilling ideas properly.
I was thinking of trying to draft little short stories on here but it would really be painful considering id have manually
break every line of every paragraph. its like using a typewriter actually, i guess its not so bad lol.

Anyways im going to bed now, maybe ill try write some short stories (when they come up) on here or ill make a seperate
place on the website for them
goodnight!

[1] Do you think it's possible to think of a person you have never heard, known or seen of? Picturing in your head
somebody's eyes, their ears and hair and nose, their native toungue and their country and their home and the view
outside their window at twilight. does it count as having had them in your thoughts when you picture them and hope
that they're doing well and that they're happy? or am i sending my love and hope to no one who exists
I wonder if it has ever happened before, or if its possible, where two people think of eachother at the same time,
being on the other side of the world from one another. Is it a connection, to narrow down somebody to the best of
your ability and pray that the likelihood just one person of the exact description exists,both of you
exchanging reciprocal best wishes and blind to the others response. Is that a useless thought, what would be the odds

...REST IS REDACTED, HOLY SHIT LMAO